OnuVhuti

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OnuVhuti, ei jeno notun shobdho noi. tarporo notun mone hoi. notun lage jokhon shuni je amar kono onuvhuti nei, tomar proti, tomar bhalobashar proti. kono maya momota nei shob more geche. ami jibito achi ami tomake chini, tomake chinbo, chine jabo kintu tomar proti amar ager moto onuvhuti nei. keno nei? uttore veshe ashe ami janina. keno je onuvhuti more geche ami janina. proshno korona. uttor pabena karon uttor ami nijeo janina.

amar ek bondhu amake bollo je minu amar onuvhuti more geche. ami kanna korina, amar kanna ashena. ami pathor hoye gechi. hoito kokhon abar ager moto jibon fire pabona. ager moto onuvhuti jege uthbena amar bhalobashar proti minu... ami shune hashi, bollam eita kemne shombob? bollo janina.

bigoto tinshoptah dhore babake niye khub tensione achi. babar diabetics utha nama korteche. kono rokome normal hochena. bar bar bere jache. 188, 215, erokom number ami kokhono dekhini.

baba onek jiddi hoye geche ager theke. karo kotha shunena. kichu bolle care korena. sheta to doctor bolechilo. tarporo babake thik korar pichone lege achi. keno jeno mone hoche baba shob bujche kintu care korena. mon ke bujh dite parina. amar buk fete jai. kauke bolte parina sojjo korte parina. ami ki korbo kothai jabo.

amar ma bechari saratadin babar sathe thake kintu baba ekta kothao bolena. jeno manush thekeo nei. amar mayer eto dhorjo shokti. Allahr upor chere diche. ki r korbe? kichu to korar nei unar. ache ki? nei eita mene niye chup chap shoye jache. koshto koto koshto amar mayer buke ahare bechari kichu bolteo parena. kake bolbe meye saradin kaj kore bashai ashe tarporo dhorjer porikkhai fail hoye jai ki korbe manush to. bole mina ajke tor abba eita eita korche, tor abba khaini, oshudh khaini namaj pore tv niye boshe ache. amma shanti pai bole. ami chupchap shuni. erpor babake du ekta boli, kintu babar chokh tv'r dike.

goto porshu baba ke bollam baba hospital jau. tomake doc dekhate hobe must. ek mash hote chollo tomar diabetics control ashchena. doc apt ache shei dec 30 tarikh.

gotokal abbu ke ammu bujhiye niye jai hospital. okhane jeye onno kaj kore chole ashte chai bollo na ami doc dekhabona. ammu jiggesh korlo keno dekhabena? bollo ami dekhabona bas! ei bole garite uthe pore. ammu amake call dei kaje. ami bollam ammu abbuke bolen abbu doc na dekhale apni jabenna abbur sathe. r ammu abbuke eita boltei abbu r ekbar ammuke deke chole jai gari chere.

abba, amar babar shob onuvhuti sesh. kono rokomer feelings unar kaj korena. na uni kanna kore na uni hashe. ei ki hoye gelo amar babar. amar ma ke eka eka hospitale rekhe chole elo uni. bashai eshe chup chap tv dekhe. bhabi jiggesh korlo amma koi? bollo okhane rekhe ashchi, keno jiggesh korle uttor dei tor amma bolche amar sathe ashbena...bhabbi jante chai tahole kar sathe ashbe? abbu bollo minar sathe. bas. chup! silence!

haire amar ma ki je kanna amake call kore. abbar ei bebohare amma eto bochor shongshare ei prothom eto aghat pelo. ami nirbak kono shobdo ber hochilo na. ami chup hoye roilam bollam ma ami ashtechi. kaje sheidin late hoye jai ami er ager din ghumote parina shokale onek late hoi kaje. erpor jokhon ei porishtithi khub bhoi lage bolte. tarporo ma okhane eka. bollam diane ke pls let me drop my mom. i will be back. o bollo don't worry i will manage, you go. ami Allahr kache hath tule dua kori diane er jonno. o bujhte parche. erpor ami pochai hospital-e ammu ke khuji. khuje pete dekhi ammu kanna korchilo. amar garite uthe ammu chup ami chup. bashai pochate lege jai 20 min. sarata poth ami r ammur mukhe kono shobdo chilona, shudu kanna r nissash er shobdo chara.

bashai eshe dekhi abbu namaj porche. ami gari theke namte parina amar shorbo shorir shokto hoye jai. ami darate parina. ami ki korbo. Allah keno amar babake sushto kore dichena? onuvhuti keno chiniye nilo amar babar kach theke keno? kenooooooooooooooo?

amake bhabi r choto bashai ane, ammu stobdho hoye ache. chup chap, shudu pani porche chokh diye. ami nijer roome eshe boshi. ki bolbo bujte parchilam na. ki bole bujh dibo amar ma ke? bhabi bollo eibhabe ammu chup thakle stroke korbe do something. ami joriye dhorlam ammuke. joriye dhorar pore mone holo jeno shob kotha bola hoye gelo amar ma ke. r ami amar mayer shob kotha shune fellam.

abbuke jiggesh korlam keno emon korlo? abbu bollo tor ammu bollo tai korlam. kono rokomer obhiman na. regular ja kore tai korche. bollo ami hatte jachi. ami ber holam babar sathe pichu pichu. baba ekdom normal. hathlo 30 minutes erpor bashai ashlo. ami o pichu pichu bashai ashlam.

har mene nilam. amar babar onuvhuti nei ta mene nite hobe unake dak diye, unar upor rag kore kono lab hobena. uni jit kore je kichu korchena ta na. unar brain er oi ongsho kaj korchena. uni tv dekhe kintu ki dekhche bolte parena. uni time time khai tau ammu dakle, ghumai tau ammu jeye tv bondho korle onek rate, shokale uthe late...eito cholche eibabei cholbe. bechari ma amar. tarporo amar baba amader samne ache nissash niche baba bole ekbar dak di, dubar dak di, tinbare to uttor diche amar baba. tarporo Allahr kache onek dhonnobad amar baba ache amader sathe.

kintu amar bondhur keu nei or pashe. ami shob shomoi dua kori amar bondhur jonno jeno Allah oke sushtho rakhe. nirapode rakhe. Bondhu tomar sathe keu nei kintu Allah ache. ami ekhon bujte parchi onuvhuti kemne manusher kach theke udhau hoye jai. bujte parchi.

Allah jeno ei onuvhuti karo kach theke chiniye na nei. ei nisthur porishtiti jeno keu na pore.

Dua korio amar babar jonno r amar bondhur jonnno.